88 - March 28

I look gross today - and this was before the humidity caught up to me. Erm. Again, it was a substitute kind of day, so basically first and second period were very chill. At lunch, there was a band playing - Joe Brooks? Idk, it was something like that. I still never understand why people come and perform at our cafeteria during lunch; high school kids are disrespectful. The highlight of my day was probably that I got the highest grade in the class on one of our AP Lit practice tests, but the downside was that everyone hates me because it set the curve. Also I pretty much bombed my Econ test. Senioritis ftw!

I am also looking for any distractions from my recent ~heartbreak~ lol. I am fickle.

87 - March 27

Nothing noteworthy about today, except that it rained a little! Sigh.

86 - March 26

I was very moody today, probably due to my Aunt Flo making her dreaded visit. My physics teacher was gone, presumably because his wife has given birth, so we had this terrible substitute who knew nothing about the subject but insisted on teaching anyways. He made us go up and write answers on the board and I ended up being humiliated because I had the wrong answer and he insisted on making me stand up there while everyone corrected my idiot mistakes. Also I realized that maybe I'm not so okay with some of the things that have been going on. I'm just going to have to continue being positive. After all, there still is too much to be thankful for.

85

I didn't do anything today.

84

Let March 24, 2012 forever be known as the day that the California State championship was stolen from the Sheldon Huskies.

Just kidding. Well, kind of. As a totally fair member of the audience I'm pretty sure that the refs were paid off. They fouled out FOUR of FIVE of our starting line-up, man, and only a couple of fouls were called on the other team. Hrm. I was upset and the crowd was rowdy so it was all good. I love loud crowds almost more than the game itself. I also road the ghetto-bus to Power Balance and back so it was cooo. And beforehand I went with the girls to Chipotle nom. So, I mean, it was a pretty good day overall.

83

I witnessed my very last multicultural rally of my high school career today *sobs*. Honestly, the multicultural rally has been one of my favorite things about my school throughout all four years. It's cool seeing just how crazy diverse my school is and how all the clubs come together to showcase that .. and I like getting out of class for a while. You know. The rally was actually really good this year, I give them props. And at the end the basketball team came out and we got all pumped up again (did i mention we're going to state tomorrow?!?). Well, because of the weird rally during first period all the classes were mixed up and it was generally confusing and nobody wanted to do anything in class anyways. After fourth, I ran some "errands" around school including buying the pre-sale ticket for the game! Ugh I don't think I've ever been this excited for anything.

After school I just chilled and was ready to take a nap when my dad told me that my cousins were going to come pick me up to the go their weekly youth-night thang. I was really unwilling at first but after a while of being there I was thankful. I've never really felt connected during church, or I haven't in too long, so it was refreshing and inspirational. It was awkward being there because half of the kids I didn't know and the other half were people who I've grown up with but who I've pushed away (I feel like I've said this before). But again, it was worth it, even despite the many teenage boys there who used the words "swag" and "yolo" in all seriousness and kendama-d to their hearts' content.

82

Oh. Um. Hey guys. Yeah, I have no excuses whatsoever. I am pathetic and I'll go back and update the days which I can actually remember things happening, but. Er. Yeah. Also I think the only reason why I'm even uploading this is because I'm trying to procrastinate from doing my actual homework! I really do not know how I'm going to make it to the end of the school year.

Anyways. School was alright. My physics teacher was absent so we had the Mexican sub who is forever telling scary stories with the lights off and making me pee my pants. I got incredibly irritated during lunch, though. There's this really narrow portion of the cafeteria that they wall off, and there are two lines in it which lead to the Chinese food line and the taco/nacho line, and these are always the two slowest-moving lines so naturally I try to get there as early as possible. But the nacho line is always longer than the Chinese food line, so rude people are always going into the Chinese line to get to the end and then "changing their minds" and cutting in front of everyone who waits their turn. Today it was super bad and ugh. Getting somewhat-quality food at my school is so much more stressful than it has to be. On a brighter note, today was "Gender-bender" day and I got to see some guys in really entertaining feminine attire. After school I stayed after for test corrections in Econ and discussed my college future with my friends who're also going to Davis! I really feel like my future is coming together and I'm still scared but now that I have my acceptance I'm actually really excited.