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It's raining! Finally. And also helllllla cold, I couldn't stop shivering any time I was outside today, but I'm glad that the weather has finally decided to behave as it should.

It felt like a Friday today, even though it's only Thursday, and I kept being continuously disappointed as I realized this. I had a test in Physics today, which I thought was pretty easy minus a few free-response problems, and I'm hoping a got an A so that it can boost up my B in the class. During my TA period, they were watching the documentary about North Korea that I also saw when I was a freshman, and it is still intriguing to me today. The cafeteria was super crowded because it was freezing balls outside, so after I got my Macho Nachos I sat awkwardly next to my friend facing random strangers and other awkwardness because the seat across from her was taken already and yeah. I don't even remember what I did for the rest of the day; just took a loooot of notes. It was drizzling by the time I got out of school, but it wasn't that bad, so I just walked home and enjoyed the rain even though I was shivering like crazy.

Got some bad news when I got home that plans tomorrow might be cancelled; I'm hoping not! Alright I'm going to stop blogging now because I am alternately making something for my friend since it's her birthday tomorrow and working on my novel.

18 / 366

Herrroooooo. Well I'm pretty sure I'll contract some sort of annoying illness after today because I got to school wayyy too early to talk to my mentor about my senior project, but it finished way too early so I waited in the freezing cold for like an hour wah. Time to catch up on the fluids and vitamin C.

School was uneventful. I spent most of both second and third period listening to my teacher and the class(es) discuss the ridiculous SOPA bill, but I don't think it's going to get passed anyways so I'm not too concerned. Hmm my friend taught me how to say "I eat dick" in Vietnamese, that was nice. And I had dance practice afterwards for an hour and a half, and I'm pretty sure I got an infection from holding in my pee for too long. Now I'm home; I might be going to the basketball game later on, but I'm starting to doubt it. I want to go because we're playing our ~rivals~ and they kicked our ass terribly during the football season so I'm hoping the boys pay them back for it.

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I'm having one of those days where I just feel hideous/unattractive/ugly/any other harsh word with synonymous meaning, and every time I chance a glance at the mirror I'm sad. Urgh to be pretty.

I have no real updates; it was basically just a bad day in general. Perhaps it's because I'm so irritable lately ...

16 / 366

Happy MLK Day! I had no school today so I spent my morning cleaning my room. I cleared out some desperately needed hanger space in my closet, and this mostly consisted of removing the old graphic tees from freshman and sophomore year *gag* and putting them on the shelves instead of hogging the primary real estate lol. Then I did my gov homework, which took a couple of hours. I had this really weird urge to watch Peter Pan, because it's always been my favorite Disney movie but our VHS mysteriously disappeared a couple of years ago. So I looked it up online and I was probably smiling the entire time I watched it haha. Nowwww I'm novel-writing (surprise!).

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I feel really bad for the Packers. I'll admit, I was rooting for the Giants during the game, but that was mostly for the sake of the Niners, and the loss was still pretty upsetting. That being said, this is my favorite commercial on television right now. I can't stop watching it okay. FAVORITE.

My weekends are so redundant. Today I -- you guessed it -- watched football. And also I practiced driving and didn't kill anyone! I am almost getting over my fear of causing terrible traffic accidents! Whoo. I'd say I was fairly productive (minus the fact that I haven't touched my homework and am desperately behind on my novel)!

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Totally cheating by writing this the day after, but whatever. I was way too busy watching the Niners kick serious ass! That was suuuuuch an exciting game, I nearly cried a couple of times during the fourth quarter haha. Then I had to go to a debut (18th birthday party) for a distant cousin and I got to wear my pretty dress lol. I don't know what it is about them, but father-daughter dances at events like those will never fail to make me cry, or at least seriously tear up. I dunno.

13 / 366

 Happy Friday the 13th, like I really need any more bad luck. I'm totally blaming the universe on the terrible job I did on my AP Gov test today, haha.

I'm tired of the weather lately. It's the middle of January, and while it might feel like it at the beginning of the day, by the end it's in the mid-60's which, yes, is pretty cold, but not nearly enough. It's supposed to be raining and freezing the entire day! Plus I never know how to appropriately dress when it fluctuates so much. I tried to compensate for my thin flannel with a thick scarf, but I was alternately freezing and burning up as the day progressed.

I had my very last winter homecoming rally for high school today *sob*. Lol it was pretty laaaaame, especially since it was so stuffy with all of those bodies stuffed into one gym. The theme this year is "Superheroes" hence the ring that they were giving out to the seniors.

Also I'm considering just giving up on some of my current conquests. Reality is kicking in and I'm slowly realizing that I am just not good enough.