I'm operating under the illusion that I have no real homework, so I'm really not doing anything, even though I know that I should be studying and writing and other such boring things. One more day until the weekend! I feel like my weekends are getting shorter; I don't have time to do anything anymore. This is not good.
I felt like a bitch today because I just found myself completely ignoring freshmen who tried to talk to me, and there was all this guilt because I'm such an unkind person. I should probably stop believing I am above all underclassmen and they are not worthy of my precious time because who knows? They might be more than obnoxious brats trying to get on my good side so I can help them out when I grade their tests!
I'm getting more discouraged by the day, boy-wise, and I feel really self-conscious just writing about this haha. Erica = pathetic.
I wish I could just skip the whole school portion of tomorrowwwww. Hurray for actually having plans for afterwards, even if it's just hanging out with friends and going to a basketball game! Okay, and I'm promising myself that, if opportunities present themselves tomorrow, I'm not going to throw them away like last week (but really, knowing me, those promises will be broken). asdjfkl;asjldf; UGH.
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