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My hair is getting ridiculous.  

Last day of January! Wow, the beginning of the year seems really long ago. I'll attribute this to my boring ass classes and overall lack of social life.

I'm in a good mood again today. I don't know what's wrong with me, or, I guess, what's right. Well, actually, I do know part of the reason and it's too pathetic to put into words haha. I am all kinds of lame. NEWAY. Today was fairly uneventful; I had tons of work to do in all of my classes. I'm starting to feel like there is just not enough time for me to accomplish anything. We had an earthquake drill in second, that was tons of fun, contorting myself into grotesque shapes to fit under my overcrowded table thing and then having to come within talking distance of the freshman. We played the running game in Gov -- it's always funny seeing how crazy competitive AP kids are over five points extra credit haha.

In other news, I've been listening to way too much sad seventies music - Aubrey by Bread has been stuck in my head for about 72 hours now. This song always makes me want to cry. I guess I'm trying to compensate for my otherwise cheerful demeanor.

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Don't know why, but I'm in a pretty good mood today, especially considering that it's only Monday. I was basically just lethargic and tired and bored throughout all of my classes, too. This is pretty weird.

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

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I was so productive today; with the aid of much seventies music, I wrote six pages in my novel today to reach my halfway point of fifty pages! So much proud, so much proud. I'm getting more optimistic about the project as a whole, because now that I'm actually getting into the story I think that I might actually create something that means something to me, not just bullshit which I put on paper to meet a deadline. I have another month of this crazy piled-on stress, and after that I feel like I'm totally going to check out of school completely lol. But yay! I'm feeling all congratulatory and whatnot. I think I might let myself eat tonight!

Also I tried watching some of the ProBowl, but I fell asleep during the second quarter *shame*. Basically yeah, that's all for today. I think maybe I'll go and do some homework or something else productive, while I'm on this ~hot streak~.

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I woke up today a little cross with myself for letting opportunities pass me by, but then I talked to my friend and he made me feel a lot better about myself. In his own asshole way he has encouraged me to take risks and go for broke. I don't know if I will, but it's nice that he believes in me anyways. I should also start taking my own advice!

Basically did nothing today. I practiced driving and drove my dad to WinCo (and failed at parking lol). My friend's coming over later, and I promised myself that I would write at least five pages today before she arrived -- I haven't written a single word besides "Chapter Seven." Ah I fail. She's going to be here in thirty minutes but I'm just so braindead. OK I'm gonna stop complaining and just do it.

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Please excuse my lack of ass and room cleanliness. Also the picture with my TBWA shirt makes me look like I have rolls of fat lolol.

Didn't have much going on at school today really. Actually, there was pretty much nothing going on, so I'm hoping tonight will be good to make up for it. I'm just chilling at home, waiting for five thirty to roll around so I can head off to the basketball game(s) at school. They're against our rivals, and since we lost horribly during our last football match I'm hoping that we can make up for it in basketball .. since we're actually good at it haha. I'm deliberating on whether or not I want to wear my Teal Black and White Army shirt -- I feel like a child when I wear T-shirts. But the other school called us out and said we have no spirit (which is actually true) so I want to do something without looking like a total ~schoolspirited~ dork!  It's a hard lyfe being ironic.

Day-after update: We won!!!!!!! My palms are literally bruised from clapping so much. It feels so good to beat those cocky mother effers at something while we chanted rude things from our side of the court haha. Soooo proud of the boys. Although I'm pretty mad at myself for being so cautious and not taking opportunities that presented themselves to me afterwards, ugh. I need to just stop being scared or move the hell along.

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I don't think anyone really gets my complete and utter hatred of ants. My day was starting out totally fine, and then BAM. As I was doing my makeup I noticed one ant. Then two. And I followed the line and found that they had all decided to congregate in my bathroom and bedroom. UGH. I really don't know why they feel the need to come shelter in my room; it's cold and there's no food there. But I waged an all-out war on them and managed to kill the majority, though I have taken no chances and am sheltering in my parents' room for now.

I discovered today that the boy I sit next to in Physics not only a smart-aleck, but a gassy smart aleck. Fun times.

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I literally have no idea where the audience for this blog comes from. Looking through the statistics that Blogger gives me, all the referring sites are like shady and random. Lol that's cool I guess.

I wish I had something interesting to talk about today. Hm ... I got a really bad score on my Econ test from yesterday? Hurray. School always starts late on Wednesdays so I got to sleep in and catch up on sleep, which is good. Uh. Oh, we had a seat change in Physics so now I have to sit by someone who quite honestly annoys me, and my lab group is different  now :'c It's upsetting. I had ribbon practice after school and now ...... I'm here, about to start working on my senior project. I think that's about it, unless you'd like to read about the horrors of my menstrual cycle. So yeah.